Lucifer's secret

Before I woul'd have escaped and lied,
My nightmares are getting corrupt,
I used to run because I didin't tried,
I'm no longer in any doubt,

I can't regret any longer,
I want to stop this illusion,
Open my arms to the reaper,
Getting burried in confusion,

I'm standing in an ocean of emptiness,
My hands are stained in red,
Have to stop this mess,
To the path I'm being led..

I do not own any right to survive,
But still I'm the only one to,
The one that Lucifer made alive,
The mistake that pierced through,

The bounds of tainted blood,
Want to turn the other way,
Don't want to see the flood,
I don't want to listen to what you say,

I'm standing in an ocean of emptiness,
My hands are stained in red,
I'm swallowed up by darkness,
I'm so damn mislead,

The life that has been given to me,
Was I really the one choosen,
I'm normally the one to flee,
You must be mistaken,

I've never liked the light,
In my nightmares,
he was always there,
Sometimes I couldn't stand the night,
But he took away my biggest fear,

Breaking the contract,
Taking on the lead,
Ignoring the fact,
Of what I really need..

My nightmares all came true,
I'm left to finish this deep wound,
My selfishness grew,
While breaking the bound,

Doomed is the innocent and foolish one,
Who dwells in an open wall,
I do not want to be alone,
Can't someone just break my fall..
Breaking the contract,
Taking on the lead,
Ignoring the fact,
Of what I really need,
Of what I really need...

I'm standing in an ocean of emptiness,
My hands are stained in red,
Have to stop this mess,
To the path I'm being led..