Don't want you back

I wonder if you did those things to be different,
Because it was of desperation,
To someone to knowledge your existence,
For someone to understand your situation,
No particular reason woul'd force me,
To pretend to be blind,
I'm the one I want to be,
And that freaks out your mind,
You live your life through me,
You doesn't care at all,
If I coul'd I would rather flee,
Than waiting for someone to break my fall,
Get out of my life I can't decide,
I think I'm loosing control,
Even if I tried,
It wouldn't help my soul,
You ask for shelter and protection,
But I wont give you a track,
I wont give you a simple direction,
Because I don't want you back..